every day it gets worse & worse (scribble?) as i suffer in silence nobody considers me i literally get prescribed antidepressants & i still have nobody to talk to i cry to myself that i need(?) someone(?) to talk to and nobody is there for me i swear(?) all i do is help(?) them in consideration i tell nobody that im suicidal in fear of CPS coming back today was the worst its been in the past few weeks this death looming over my shoulder kills me why dont i (incoherent, misspelled 'do'?) do it my parents fucking hate me nobody loves me i really am all alone i really wanna die i
i dont know whats gone wrong in my life for me to end up here this pressure is overwhelming i just want to be better or die
will it all make sense when im gone ?
what is it i had done that led them to treating me that way those years so close yet so far now
wish i could
just die
