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03-31-25
Worked on art page today! Got descriptions and captions with dates they were drawn added. I had my friend from school, Be4ryllium, code most of the descriptions' script for me because I barely know JavaScript but I knew he was good at it, and the only time I ever see him is in our chemistry class where we sit together. I'm really grateful to him for doing that, because I held him back from doing the lesson he was doing just for him to go on my dumb little neocities and code for me. I was also really embarrassed the entire time he was doing it because I felt like he'd see my code and silently judge me for it and think it was bad, which, he kinda did, but not in the way I thought, so it wasn't really embarrassing. He's so much better at coding than me and he's so cool and gah hes friggin epic i love him bro hes so COOL I LOVE BEING FRIENDS WITH HIM LETS FREAKING GO HES THE GOAT RAAAGHHHHH
um also have plans for things to code like an aquarium, im gonna make one of the fishies be his favorite fish which is da yellow tang :3 because im so GRATEFUL TO HIM FOR HELPING ME THANK YOU BE4RYLLIUM YOURE MY GOAT BRO
03-28-25
Finally replaced images in secret page to have the actual drawings I wanted originally. Changed password, is now hidden in about me page. Currently going to work on styling, organizing my physical drawings, and finally making the art page. Going to be organizing art page, adding styling, and uploading pictures on there.
03-22-25
Added to-do list page to "another page" page (or whatever i need to change that name) while on a bus ride to a band competition, Adding more content to about me page. Going to attempt to add more styling and update content in secret about me page on bus ride back. Got a long 5 hour drive back home waiting for me.
03-20-25
Been working on about me page a lot these past few days in between classes, bus rides to practice, and whatever else small slot of time I can squeeze in. Same problem as last time, stayed up overnight til the next morning when I have to wake up anywhere around 05:30-7:00. It's about to be 01:30 and while I did work on everything on the 20th, its the 21st right now. Should probably stop coding on school nights if I'm going to get this sucked into it.
03-17-25
I think I have problems with knowing when to quit when I'm already ahead and going to bed at a reasonable time, especially when I have to wake up early.
03-15-25
Added new journal page; completely new thoughts and not from actual physical journal or text doc on my old pc, took about 2 1/2 hours to write everything down. Worked on about me page for... *checks time* over 5 hours. It's 4:40 am, but I think I did a lot, and I'm proud and excited to continue working on this when I can. I have a lot of fun doing this, and I hope if anyone ends up checking this specific page on my neocities site, you guys can see the effort I put into this stuff and just feel a little proud of me. Next course of action is to make the index page actually look appealing! Good night.
03-14-25
Worked on about me page for a looong couple hours tonight! Added scrolling text bar (you know i love my scrolling text bars!), only this time, there's a little difference from usual... the colors switch to their inverses!!! i made the text and bg be inverse of each other so they'd just switch places, but it might change in the future. i just made it one of my favorite general shades of a greyish navy blue, and its inverse orange. really hoping to work on it more in the future, then add my secret little link to the ""real me"" somewhere on it!!!! this is really fun man i love doing this shit.
03-11-25
currently trying to get back onto fixing up index page again (and doing it SUCCESSFULLY . . . suck it sleepiness . . .), ended up getting rid of dumb little spanish intro on index, thought it would scare off english-only speakers who dont know that i speak english as well (#oneofus). making an about me page for here. i'd like to make it about the online me, then have a secret link to a page about the "real" me, where it sounds as though this online persona of mine has kidnapped me and basically taken my place and assumed my identity. i dont know if it'd be too unusual, but i like the idea of it and its already stuck in my head so its definitely going to happen (eventually).
03-06-25
got rid of negative talking down on myself on index page, replaced it with a tiny description of me in (grammatically incorrect) spanish. thought that taking a shit on myself would push people away (and it likely did).
02-17-25
giving up on main home page for now. put password in the open on "secret" page. currently working on making art page and adding most recent drawings/doodles. also currently uploading the actual images i wanted for "secret" page, and moving old placeholder images to art page.